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[dickpunchingarsonist]

*After Chizu-nee has woken up and its time to go home, Michael heads back to the Merkaba. Mika got some explaining to do.*

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[dickpunchingarsonist]

*Well damn* Mm, I'm back...

[shadow-bum.livejournal.com]

...

[dickpunchingarsonist]

*lays down and kind of watches, waiting to see if he remembers or not*

[shadow-bum.livejournal.com]

... Come here.

[shifting to his side]

[dickpunchingarsonist]

*moves over at that*

Yeah?

[shadow-bum.livejournal.com]

[catches Mika around the waist and pulls him back against his chest]

[dickpunchingarsonist]

*Well okay then, settles back against easily*

[shadow-bum.livejournal.com]

[presses his lips against Mika's hair]

... It wasn't just a dream was it?

[dickpunchingarsonist]

*shakes his head no*

It was a memory.

[shadow-bum.livejournal.com]

...

[dickpunchingarsonist]

I thought I had beaten my brother, Lucifer, but he just smiled up at me in a way that told me I hadn't...

[shadow-bum.livejournal.com]

Ah.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

I couldn't handle it...so...

[shadow-bum.livejournal.com]

... You lost it.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

It's not something I'm proud of.

[shadow-bum.livejournal.com]

I didn't think you would be.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

I thought I was over it too...

[shadow-bum.livejournal.com]

...

[dickpunchingarsonist]

If it weren't for Rhode, I would have killed all of you in that dream. And maybe I wouldn't have woken up.

[shadow-bum.livejournal.com]

...

[dickpunchingarsonist]

I mean, I never would have forgotten it, but I felt like I had gotten over it atleast. I'm not going to lose it again, but being forced back there again brought up some bad feelings. Not to mention you saw it, and Chizu-nee saw it.

[shadow-bum.livejournal.com]

It doesn't change anything.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

You don't think less of me?

[shadow-bum.livejournal.com]

No.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

You don't think I'm pathetic?