dickpunchingarsonist | (no subject)

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*Hanging out in the messhall, drinking coffee and trying to plan his next move :|*

[stays quiet]

No?

... I just wish I wasn't so weak that I need to be protected.

You'll get stronger. And it's not that you're weak anyways.

I'm nowhere near as strong as you-- even when you're as young as I am. But I should have been.

That's not a problem with you... Few people are as strong as me.

But you can't rely on me if I'm weak!

There are other ways to rely on you, you know. You help me out all the time by healing me. And I rely on you for company a lot as my only friend.

But... I'm just...

You're enough. Just as you are.

... I want to be more. So I can beat-- her. And everyone who thinks badly of me.

Who cares what they think? They don't matter.

[shakes his head]

You know what would happen if I wasn't deemed worthy enough. They'd find some way to get rid of me.

And you know I wouldn't let that happen.

I don't want you to have to always look after me, either.

That's what friends do.

But it shouldn't be unequal.

*Sighs :\*

[... quietly]

I don't ever want to be a burden to you.

You couldn't be, so don't worry about things that aren't even possible.

... mm.

*:| Hugs*

Not gonna happen, okay?

I believe you...

*Just gonna stay there :|*