Exactly, dammit, ex--exactly! I could go, right now I could go find Jasdero, we could go find that Porn Bishop and set him on fire, it'd take two seconds, and then Ribbons would hate me forever and I'd never have to fucking worry again about when's he gonna start hating me forever? I could go find your boyfriend, rip off his wings, huh? Then you'd come after me and try to kill me and it'd finally be done with! No more wondering! No more waiting to fuck up, I'd never have to worry again about you hating me, because you already would! I'd have Jasdero and everything would go back to normal! Him and me and no one else, the way it always was! So why, why the fuck can't I just do it!? Why am I this weak, why's it hurt to think about???