Everyone judges you! Everyone leaves you! No matter what they say! Maybe they think they'll be happy with you forever, but that's stupid, it's a lie! We're all just trying to delay what's gonna happen anyway, and for what? Just to be fucking paranoid about it every minute?? Why am I doing this!? I'm that upset about what someone else will think of me? Who cares when it's just a matter of time before they do? W-why is anyone happy with me . . . why make me feel that way and then take it away after all??