Yeah . . . I wanna kill him . . . but I don't want him to die . . . you know? They're different feelings! It sounds a lot more fucked up with your human than the angel. It's not that weird to want to kill someone but still like them. That's just wanting to kill! It's because he's Innocence! But actually hating someone and being scared of them but wanting to be around them anyway, that's when it starts to get weird! Even I'm not that crazy.