IC Continuation Post

[dickpunchingarsonist]

*Mika is currently sitting on the open windowsill of the hate shack being a lazy bastard*

((OOC: Continuation post in Mika's journal so Mika and Raph can talk about recent SRS BIZNESS, but feel free to toss your character in here if you're bored and want to talk to Mika))

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[dickpunchingarsonist]

*KICKING YOU NOW*

[healthyinstincts]

[just. takes it.]

[dickpunchingarsonist]

Raph, though I don't really give two shits about Rue, I know you're going to regret this.

[healthyinstincts]

She lied to me. She was only going to manipulate me. That's how they are, Mika.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

*groans and flops next to* I can't believe I'm saying this shit, but, up until you found out about the weird gender-ness, you considered Rue your friend.

[healthyinstincts]

I can't even think about Rue and not imagine that time anymore, Mika. The minute she told me... I felt it all over again.

And if I have to hurt her to get rid of it, then I'll do it.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

You're letting one bad experience control you. If you found out tomorrow that I was like that, would you abandon me too?

[healthyinstincts]

Mika, I've seen you naked, that is a moot point.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

You're missing the point!

[healthyinstincts]

[rubs his eyes with his palms, and laughs, but it's more bitter than anything] ... I wish it wouldn't. But I can't control it anymore.

... She'll never forgive me.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

*drapes on* Tch. Well, I'm not exactly one to talk. We've all got our sore spots, right?

I think she would, but I guess you should ask her yourself.

[healthyinstincts]

I don't... feel like talking to her just yet. Or anyone, really.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

Should I leave then?

[healthyinstincts]

Nah. You're okay.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

Good! Cuz I had no intention of leaving anyways!

[healthyinstincts]

Then why ask in the first place?

[dickpunchingarsonist]

Who knows? *gets comfy* So by "made her bleed" you meant...?

[healthyinstincts]

... Kissed her. It was kind of brutal. Her lips were bleeding and she was crying.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

Bad Raph, bad!

[healthyinstincts]

Oh, like you haven't done worse.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

This isn't about me though...

[healthyinstincts]

[sits up a little bit] They're just so easily used... so what made Rue different to me? I can only blame it on that.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

If you say so.

[healthyinstincts]

What else would it be?

[dickpunchingarsonist]

You're asking the wrong person here.