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[dickpunchingarsonist]

Booze....check. People....check. Food....CHIZU-NEE DID YOU MAKE THE FOOD?!

Comments

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[throwing a pillow at] I am not! What issues!

[dickpunchingarsonist]

*catches it and throws it back at* Would you prefer I call you crazy?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[pillow toss!] No, but I wanna know!

[dickpunchingarsonist]

*rolls his eyes and walks over smacking with the pillow* You're not crazy.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[trying to grab for Mika's arm] I dunno lately!

[dickpunchingarsonist]

*grabbed* What makes you say that?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[tugging Mika onto the bed next to him] Lots of shit. Uh, it's . . . we talked about . . . how it's normal to want stuff, right?

[dickpunchingarsonist]

*laying down, getting comfortable* What about it?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

It's just, even if you're right and that's totally normal and I shouldn't get all freaked out over it . . . it's fucking me over too.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

You stress out too fucking much. Relax, sheesh. No one is gonna tie you to the stake for wanting shit. Everyone wants things, especially things they shouldn't.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[sighs and drapes his arms over his face] Relax, relax . . . yeah, maybe . . . but it just keeps getting worse . . .

[dickpunchingarsonist]

What's the worst that can happen?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Get killed because I can't do shit without Jasdero. Make Jasdero cry again. Lose . . . lose what I--lose stuff and end up a pathetic whiny fucker because I let myself get weak and used to shit I knew wouldn't last. The Earl could show up, that one would be fun, huh?

[dickpunchingarsonist]

*snorts and tucks his face into Devit's neck* Just don't make foolish choices and mistakes and you can go on wanting things and having things without problems.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[starts a little and then pets Mika's hair] I know, I know, but I keep fucking up . . .

[dickpunchingarsonist]

Fucking up how? I haven't seen any problems aside from you being a stress case.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

. . . Nothing feels like it used to! So maybe not everything's fucked up yet, but it's gonna be, it's in . . . in . . . it's gonna happen.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

It will happen if you keep saying it's gonna happen.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

But I know it's gonna!

[dickpunchingarsonist]

Stressing out about it isn't gonna change that though, so stop worrying or stop wanting!

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I think I gotta drink some more.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

*Starting his fourth bottle* Me too!

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[holding out a glass] Relax, relax, hunh . . . maybe I just . . . am I really that stressed?

[dickpunchingarsonist]

Are you seriously asking me that?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Uh, yes?