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[dickpunchingarsonist]

Booze....check. People....check. Food....CHIZU-NEE DID YOU MAKE THE FOOD?!

Comments

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[trying to grab for Mika's arm] I dunno lately!

[dickpunchingarsonist]

*grabbed* What makes you say that?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[tugging Mika onto the bed next to him] Lots of shit. Uh, it's . . . we talked about . . . how it's normal to want stuff, right?

[dickpunchingarsonist]

*laying down, getting comfortable* What about it?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

It's just, even if you're right and that's totally normal and I shouldn't get all freaked out over it . . . it's fucking me over too.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

You stress out too fucking much. Relax, sheesh. No one is gonna tie you to the stake for wanting shit. Everyone wants things, especially things they shouldn't.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[sighs and drapes his arms over his face] Relax, relax . . . yeah, maybe . . . but it just keeps getting worse . . .

[dickpunchingarsonist]

What's the worst that can happen?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Get killed because I can't do shit without Jasdero. Make Jasdero cry again. Lose . . . lose what I--lose stuff and end up a pathetic whiny fucker because I let myself get weak and used to shit I knew wouldn't last. The Earl could show up, that one would be fun, huh?

[dickpunchingarsonist]

*snorts and tucks his face into Devit's neck* Just don't make foolish choices and mistakes and you can go on wanting things and having things without problems.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[starts a little and then pets Mika's hair] I know, I know, but I keep fucking up . . .

[dickpunchingarsonist]

Fucking up how? I haven't seen any problems aside from you being a stress case.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

. . . Nothing feels like it used to! So maybe not everything's fucked up yet, but it's gonna be, it's in . . . in . . . it's gonna happen.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

It will happen if you keep saying it's gonna happen.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

But I know it's gonna!

[dickpunchingarsonist]

Stressing out about it isn't gonna change that though, so stop worrying or stop wanting!

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I think I gotta drink some more.

[dickpunchingarsonist]

*Starting his fourth bottle* Me too!

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[holding out a glass] Relax, relax, hunh . . . maybe I just . . . am I really that stressed?

[dickpunchingarsonist]

Are you seriously asking me that?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Uh, yes?

[dickpunchingarsonist]

Look at how freaked out and obsessed about it you are. There's no way in hell you're having fun right now. Just do what you want to and what feels good. Deal with the rest later.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[does a shot, groans and flops back on the bed]

Yeah . . . okay . . . what about you?

[dickpunchingarsonist]

What about me now?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

You stressed?