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[dickpunchingarsonist]

Booze....check. People....check. Food....CHIZU-NEE DID YOU MAKE THE FOOD?!

Comments

[andredallover.livejournal.com]

.........if I explain this do you think you can follow?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I'm not stupid, Ticky!

[andredallover.livejournal.com]

Just dense. All right.

*pours you another shot and himself one, but doesn't touch it yet*

Sanity, or lack of, isn't a concrete fact. Like most insubstantial ideals, it's determined by what the majority thinks is acceptable.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I am NOT! . . . Tickyyyy, you're gonna put me to sleep . . .

[andredallover.livejournal.com]

Do you want me to just tell you you aren't crazy, or do you want to understand why you're not crazy?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

. . . Keep going, but stop--saying it all stupid.

[andredallover.livejournal.com]

Basically. People love what they hate and hate what they love all the time. In Shigure's case, he hates me for hurting his friends, being a constant threat to them, and generally introducing things like concern, fear and emotional pain into his life. He likes me for things like my company, honesty, and the fact that he doesn't have to be responsible for me in any way.

On a similar vain, I hate the angel for being literally our opposite, I can't help but want to kill him. But he's still good company and a good friend. It's the same for you, isn't it?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Yeah . . . I wanna kill him . . . but I don't want him to die . . . you know? They're different feelings! It sounds a lot more fucked up with your human than the angel. It's not that weird to want to kill someone but still like them. That's just wanting to kill! It's because he's Innocence! But actually hating someone and being scared of them but wanting to be around them anyway, that's when it starts to get weird! Even I'm not that crazy.

[andredallover.livejournal.com]

Then how about leaving Jasdero behind, knowing you'll regret it later, and still not wanting to go without him anyway?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[buries his face in his arms] I'm weaaaaak . . .

[andredallover.livejournal.com]

*snorts*

You're doing what you want to do.

*pours himself a shot*

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[reaches over to steal Ticky's shot]

So I am crazy! For wanting it!

[andredallover.livejournal.com]

*...lets you, and shrugs*

What's so crazy about wanting to do something you enjoy?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Uhhh . . . nothing, but . . . [takes the shot and thinks]

[andredallover.livejournal.com]

*refills*

Because you don't enjoy the repercussions?

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I-I don't wanna hurt Jasdero again . . . I don't wanna . . . Ticky! A human can hurt me! That's not right! That's wrong! But I can't fix it!

[andredallover.livejournal.com]

Of course they can hurt you. Humans can fight as well. As for Jasdero, I suppose that would depend.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I didn't mean fighting! I mean I'd feel bad if he started ignoring me!

[andredallover.livejournal.com]

............oh. That.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

Don't give me that look! You think this isn't fucking embarrassing enough?? A human!?

[andredallover.livejournal.com]

Don't be ridiculous. I know plenty of humans that I'd feel bad if they started ignoring me. They're called friends. ...well, the start of it, anyway.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

[snif]

. . . Really? What--well you're a pussy, so--but really?

[andredallover.livejournal.com]

Yes. And if that makes me a pussy then that makes you a pussy crying about being a pussying.

[halfcocked.livejournal.com]

I'm not crying, Ticky! [WIPING HIS EYES]

[andredallover.livejournal.com]

Of course.

*takes a shot*